2010年8月6日星期五

Missing Hometown

Even I can adapt the living style at PJ, but I still remember my hometown and miss my family and friends at there. Actually I was thinking when is the time shall I go back to my hometown- Kuantan in this few days.

I am planning what would I do or meet with my BUDDIES when I go back to Kuantan. Just now I saw a video through Facebook and this video was regarding to our 5G party day. I was touched by this video and made me recall my memory about our crazy secondary school life.

Some of us are studying at University or College, so I think that they(actually is "we" because I am the one who is studying in University too) might not all go back to Kuantan to have a gathering.

I am missing all of your, 5G , family and everything in Kuantan~~

2010年8月4日星期三

Final

After some days of busy, I realized that Uni life is really busy than what I thought before. It's not like secondary school life, just put a lot of effort on examination or individually study but uni life is talking about the sociality.

Maybe many of us couldn't adapt this new regulation in the beginning, but it's necessary to be learned by us. It's important for us in our future careers because you are not the only one in this society, but we are in crowd.

As we know, Malaysia education system is making someone to become a "straight A's student" or "examination machine". In this policy, "creativity","communication skills","critical thinking","moral value" are not exist. So, what I saw in this university is the students do not have personally soft skills or I should say lack of critically thinking.

They just know how to get good result but do not have own ability to have a communication with other people. Furthermore, they are afraid to do a presentation in front of the stage. Unfortunely , they do not want to wake up or change.

However, final exam is coming soon after three weeks from now. I have not choice but I must push myself to get pass all the subjects and enter to second semester. Maybe is my final~~

2010年7月25日星期日

fighting with maths

two weeks ago, i got my test result. i was disappointed about my result that i got. it's really really bad and i was shocked because i couldn't imagine i was the lowest mark in the class.
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actually i was depressing at that moment, i doubted to myself and thinking i won't survive in this semester. when i went back home, i started struggling to study. but i couldn't focus even there was nobody or nothing disturb me.

fortunely, my housemates were encourage me never give up easily even i am suffering. i realized that i can't give up so easily because of a little bit failure.
i came from kuantan and this is not a near distance between here and my hometown, i must survive for this semester, no, is three semesters!!!

mathematics, i will fight with you until of the end, i won't give up so easily as long as i still alive!! i will beat you out!

2010年7月14日星期三

tired life??

recently, i am always feeling tired. actually i am not sure what happen to me but i quite tired every time i come back from utar i just like normal daily life.

so tired~~~~

2010年7月6日星期二

decision for worst situation

i am quit worry about my examination result, because it related to my final examination marks, i am afraid that i might be eliminated or retake whole subjects.


in this case, i have think about it already. IF i eliminated from utar or retake all subjects,then i won't remain my utar study life again.because it's wasting the time and money, or i just continue my study life at other college, maybe TARC is my choise.

if don't want to study anymore, then just straight away go and find a job. i might disappointed everyone especially my family and my ns friends. they wishfully i can sucess in university, but i might make they disappointed.


but this are just my decision or assumption for worst situation, i may not failure so easy, so i am trying to find a new way to raise myself and a new way for my smart revision.

2010年7月5日星期一

What was i doing??

I finished my general mathematics today,actually I am no happy what was I doing during the examination.

firstly, I was thinking too much when answering those questions!!! those questions are quite easier then quiz, why i can make a lot of mistake!! this paper total marks is 30%, but i don't know whether i can get 10 marks or not, no, even 5 marks also become a problem!!!

second, i realize that i was in the wrong way during the revision!!i shouldn't redo all the questions of tutorial!! actually i should choose questions to do!!this way
will be more easier!!and i was to afraid of loss until i indifferent to my revision!!

now i am feeling ashamed by what was i doing just now, i hope i won't make same mistakes same like today!!!

2010年7月4日星期日

迷失中寻找自己

考试接近了,我依然像平时一样埋头苦干地做练习(实际上只能算是复习,因为我重做所有的练习题),结果没想到我竟然用了七个小时去做回我做过的练习!!

我在想这样做是不是真的有用??我的意思并不是指我不应该做,而是不应该选择埋头苦干,做收获不大的事情??我一下子失去了方向,因为我一直认为勤能补拙,但是会不会造成事倍功半呢??

我要怎么样在迷失中的迷宫找到属于自己的定位呢??