decision for worst situation

i am quit worry about my examination result, because it related to my final examination marks, i am afraid that i might be eliminated or retake whole subjects.


in this case, i have think about it already. IF i eliminated from utar or retake all subjects,then i won't remain my utar study life again.because it's wasting the time and money, or i just continue my study life at other college, maybe TARC is my choise.

if don't want to study anymore, then just straight away go and find a job. i might disappointed everyone especially my family and my ns friends. they wishfully i can sucess in university, but i might make they disappointed.


but this are just my decision or assumption for worst situation, i may not failure so easy, so i am trying to find a new way to raise myself and a new way for my smart revision.