A few days ago, I was moody because of high expectation of result. I always reminded myself that I have undergone a long moody days, I shall not repeat the same emotionally life in the rest of my life.
Emotion is not a software,or like a switch that we are able to have its full control. It is like the weather, unpredictable and unexpected of its presence.
When I depressed,I felt the darkness eroded into my mind and heart. My positive minds were consumed by the darkness, an infinity negative cycle running out and eliminating my positive attitude.
There was no light more in my world, just filled of the darkness that led me could not see any hope. I was scared, anxious, and hopeless. Any urging could not push me back to the light, the darkness had had my mind.
People always say that, when there is a light at there, the opposite must be a darkness, if there is a darkness raising, light will confront with it.
Indeed, the light would be raising if I accepted my failure and stood up and fought against with the darkness. The key was in my mind, I wanted to combat with the weakness of too emotion. The light came along in my mind after I woke up---overslept.
Yeah. It was funny, but it was real. After a long sleeping night, the darkness vanished! Maybe I should discover it early as sleeping could make me out of the situation? It could be true if sleeping could overcome my emotion problem but it is not a long term solution that I should have.
What else can I do after this? Keep striving with my own strengths and enhancing my confident. Oh, there is something I forgot to speak out. An Ultraman or a Kamen Rider needs transformation to gain ability to fight with those monsters, in other words, we shall transform ourselves in order to make something success, not stay back to shirk the problems.
We need solution, not complains.
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