2010年7月25日星期日

fighting with maths

two weeks ago, i got my test result. i was disappointed about my result that i got. it's really really bad and i was shocked because i couldn't imagine i was the lowest mark in the class.
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actually i was depressing at that moment, i doubted to myself and thinking i won't survive in this semester. when i went back home, i started struggling to study. but i couldn't focus even there was nobody or nothing disturb me.

fortunely, my housemates were encourage me never give up easily even i am suffering. i realized that i can't give up so easily because of a little bit failure.
i came from kuantan and this is not a near distance between here and my hometown, i must survive for this semester, no, is three semesters!!!

mathematics, i will fight with you until of the end, i won't give up so easily as long as i still alive!! i will beat you out!

2010年7月14日星期三

tired life??

recently, i am always feeling tired. actually i am not sure what happen to me but i quite tired every time i come back from utar i just like normal daily life.

so tired~~~~

2010年7月6日星期二

decision for worst situation

i am quit worry about my examination result, because it related to my final examination marks, i am afraid that i might be eliminated or retake whole subjects.


in this case, i have think about it already. IF i eliminated from utar or retake all subjects,then i won't remain my utar study life again.because it's wasting the time and money, or i just continue my study life at other college, maybe TARC is my choise.

if don't want to study anymore, then just straight away go and find a job. i might disappointed everyone especially my family and my ns friends. they wishfully i can sucess in university, but i might make they disappointed.


but this are just my decision or assumption for worst situation, i may not failure so easy, so i am trying to find a new way to raise myself and a new way for my smart revision.

2010年7月5日星期一

What was i doing??

I finished my general mathematics today,actually I am no happy what was I doing during the examination.

firstly, I was thinking too much when answering those questions!!! those questions are quite easier then quiz, why i can make a lot of mistake!! this paper total marks is 30%, but i don't know whether i can get 10 marks or not, no, even 5 marks also become a problem!!!

second, i realize that i was in the wrong way during the revision!!i shouldn't redo all the questions of tutorial!! actually i should choose questions to do!!this way
will be more easier!!and i was to afraid of loss until i indifferent to my revision!!

now i am feeling ashamed by what was i doing just now, i hope i won't make same mistakes same like today!!!

2010年7月4日星期日

迷失中寻找自己

考试接近了,我依然像平时一样埋头苦干地做练习(实际上只能算是复习,因为我重做所有的练习题),结果没想到我竟然用了七个小时去做回我做过的练习!!

我在想这样做是不是真的有用??我的意思并不是指我不应该做,而是不应该选择埋头苦干,做收获不大的事情??我一下子失去了方向,因为我一直认为勤能补拙,但是会不会造成事倍功半呢??

我要怎么样在迷失中的迷宫找到属于自己的定位呢??