Last Fighting!!

Finally, it is going to be end soon! What a exited feel!

Now, everything has already gone through and just left 2 main subjects!

After tomorrow, I will go back to kuantan after this long fighting time!

I hope everything will be fine and gonna have a new life on next sem!

Night

In this night, I am thinking so much about my family and hometown. I know I have spent time of half of a year at PJ, which is the place I am studying now.

Every night, I have no thought so much but recently I can't control myself to think about it. Is that worth I give up just because I have lower coursework marks? Is that worth my family afford me study at here and I just depressed and giving up?

Those questions should make me realize! It is worthless I thought it and I should take the time that I was thinking to improve my homework.

It is not easy to study in UTAR, but it is harder to pay high for my study. I understood that my parents work harder to pay the fees. I have no reason to give up. I came here by 4 hours, and I just went back once per semester, I should feel happy that I still have chance to study in high education institutes.

Night is silent and quiet but I like this style...

Economy

Recently, I am always concerning about the bloggers which are relevant to the economy,finance,investment,and etc.

Because my degree course is related to those fields, I think I need to improve my knowledges outside from what I have learnt in University. Those bloggers have experienced many years and got a lot of precious opinion about the economy and finance or investment.

As a normal person, maybe we think that we are not expert in those field or not related to us, if you think in this way, you are definitely wrong!

Why say so? Economics is related to our life. If our country could not attract the investors to invest in our country, our country would lack of funds to develop country and forced to print more money. What's going later? high unemployment rate and high depreciation of monetary, living cost increasing year by year but salaries cannot reach the standard of inflation.

The most horrible affect is... society turmoil.

So do not ignore the developing of economics in daily.

We shall learn how to economy our money.

It's final again

Although I do not believe it, but the final exam has been coming soon and it means that ending of semester 2 too.

Quite surprise that I am going to degree more nearer, even though my situation is not so optimistic as I thought.

看开点

近日来总是听到、看到人们热烈地讨论关于某青年在面子书上留下遗言，然后自杀身亡的新闻。本人基于忙于别的事，所以没多加理会，但后来发现真有其事，所以去了解（八卦）到底是怎么一回事。

在多番了解后，原来又是“看不开”惹的祸！本人蛮惊讶的是此青年一表人才却拥有如此脆弱的承受力，实在感叹时下的年青人无法把心胸和眼光放宽一点，非得选择极端的手法来了结自己。

本人也曾经失恋，也曾经因学业问题低落到以为人生就此完蛋，但是决不会以“死”来解决问题。妈妈说过：“既然有勇气死，为什么没有勇气活下去呢？”人嘛总是有起伏的时候，把问题看的太重就会钻牛角尖，容易把自己逼入死角而无法自拔。

眼光放宽一点，就不会被眼前的事情所打倒；心胸宽一点，想法自然就不同。没有解决不了的事，只有不肯解决的事；没有想不通的事；只有不肯想通的事。

Grown

Recently, I feel that I have grown and matured after some time. This is what unpredictable happening within myself, maybe this is contributed by the participation of SGM activities.

Before that I never felt I would so participating in SGM activities, sometimes I was trying to avoid from it. Since year 2010 is going to end soon, I have realized that I wasted too much of time on doing nothing for the whole year. It is seriously brought a big impact to my mind, and I decided to manage my time wisely to change myself.

For the sake of the social, also for those who I concern and myself, I must change my weaknesses. I have set a new target which is become an economics researcher that is working for the public, and participate in economics policies researching.

It seems like impossible and incredible, but I have to accomplish it because this is the mission that I want to fulfill!

Still continuing

After the busy months, I should say I already can relax for a moment. Somehow I am emoting again....

I shouldn't let myself down but unfortunately I do.